The person who discovered maths can just go and die.
but I reckon he's already dead anyway.

well. hi.

a week flew past like a frigging idk what and heck yes a new week starts tmr & i will have to face maths lessons, again, with all the do you follows & redo this redo that. sigh.
maths is tough & all, but weirdly when i go for maths tuition i feel so relaxed & not tensed up at all. whereas in sch its just the bloody way round.
-feels like dying/committing suicide-

taylor swift's songs are great. after i listen to them i dont feel like dying, 'cos if i die i wont be able to listen to them again, & hell that wouldnt be great.
that was pretty random.

erhu lessons are getting better & better, sherry said i'm fine.
sure, note-perfect & all, but what i lack is expression, which isnt surprising since i'm so... devoid of emotions nowadays.
so my playing comes down to nothing.

giving up isnt the way to go, but it's an easy way out.