oh. I'm worried, all right.

A great day, minus the headache from lack of sleep (I slept for a fricking 4 hours ytd. yes, scream & clap for me why dont you) & the redo-ing of the lousy math task crap.

but somehow rushing around the sch like a retard & printing out my math task at 6.45pm today just felt... fun.
accuse me of being a pervvo if you must.

gossiping with huisze is cool, i havent done it properly since like last yr when sch ended. -.-
no dont get the wrong idea that we're bitching behind ppl's backs, nonono of course not. we were just, you know. talking about something that is, well, how should i put it. aha, VERY INTERESTING. yes thats all i can disclose.

monday was a terrible drag, again.
what is her problem anyway? if failing a stupid puny jap quiz makes me a hopeless loser, then there will be a lot of losers in this world. like, srsly.

oh, no point brooding over it. she's not worth it, jap is not worth it. even though i'm not quitting anytime soon, because i'm not a lousy hopeless quitting loser.

I seem to be very keen on the idea of making her burst a blood vessel.

ah well, there we go again. sick in the head Letitia strikes out yet again.

heyhey i rather like the sound of it. It makes me sound like some very courageous heroine.

smirk all you want. cos you know what, whatever crap you blabber i'll just smile. since i seem to be vvvv tired of frowning recently. you call me a loser, i smile. you say i'm a pretty mushroom, i smile too.
i cant really tell the difference between a compliment or a sarcastic comment nowadays. the ultimate solution: just smile like an idiot, like when you're three and someone comments that you are cute and you dont know what he is talking about. just bare your nice shiny white teeth, and SMILE.

smiling can make the most TERRIBLE things look RIGHT, even if that means smiling through tears, or smiling with a blindfold on your eyes. you pretend you cant see anything, you pretend everything is fine, even though it is not.

so i've taken to SMILING. even if that makes me look like a fool, a retard.

its late, yay.
my conclusion for today: Thomswine is not that bad actually, he is not really a weirdo.
& I'm not really fond of chatting with Melissa on fb.