This is MY blog.

2009-09-12T20:42:00.001+08:00

moved to http://sexyredmushrooms.wordpress.com

2009-09-12T19:11:00.000+08:00

I'm sososososo dead.

still stuck with history, & um. THE STITCHING OF MOOMOO.
& chem revision, RAWR.

what the hell have I been doing for a whole week???

off for shower. tata.

2009-09-11T13:30:00.000+08:00

sihan down, left with the bloody essay.
and. i can't do history.
serious. i'm hopeless.

sigh.

2009-09-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

i've officially lost interest in food.

after today's crappy oily unhealthy UGH chicken cutlet lunch i've decided that food is disgusting.
& i'm not having any more of it.

not really. ppl can't live without food.
pity.

no worries i'm not becoming ano.
i'm just. well.
GOING TO BE A HEALTH FREAK FOR ONCE?!

2009-09-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

OH NO DAZU. NONONONONONONO

that screwed up dazu piece is just... irritating.
I WANT TO SCRUNCH IT UP AND THROW IT INTO THE DUSTBIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ugh.

thanks uh gege for being such a great listening ear when i'm like "XINGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~" whenever you answer your phone, & for being such a NICE NICE NICE SYMPATHETIC AUNTIE :B

dazu ohno.
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

its not dazu i fear, its HER that i fesr. weirdly.
hmmmmmmmm.

2009-09-08T19:50:00.000+08:00

blogger is screwed. again.

a proper hello to all.
:B

cca SUCKED, even though i missed most of it. credits to tuition aha.

so right now, i still have hell loads of crap undone, like figuring out how to play using F chord & how to play that stupid A chord part in the dazu song ==

and CHINESE COMPO + SIHAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, & CRAPPY CHINESE COMPRE EXERCISE THAT IS SO CHICKEN PRI SCH KIDDOS ALSO CAN DO LAR.

maybe not. but still. what is the point of doing if its so damned chicken??

apparently i still have to. fullstop.

thankful that i've completed jap revision, & at least i have an IDEA what have i been learning for the past um. nine months?

slap me if you want to.

:B

2009-09-06T16:17:00.000+08:00

a raging headache. maybe blogging will help.

SCREW JAP, i have to bloody switch on the bloody computer everytime i ATTEMPT to mug for jap, cos apparently reading jap off a book will give me a bigger headache than i have now.
yup. seriously weird.

but i'm EXTREMELY PROUD of myself, cos i've mugged up to lesson 7, which is great.
*pats own head*

lousy craaaaap. i dont want cca, i dont want cca holiday prac, i dont want dazu, i dont want nuttin.

maybe i can deliberately make myself fall sick.
um. i thought i'm already sick?!
what with the walking in the rain without an umbrella & a raging headache.
YES. YES MAN I LOVE THIS.

2009-09-05T16:09:00.000+08:00

accomplished mugging for jap from lesson 1 to 5, jap elearning, math smapp task 2, ws m1 & quiz 15 corrections.
so have decided to reward myself with 命中注定我爱你 xD

MUAHAHA.

2009-09-05T13:34:00.000+08:00

a busy & crap week. again.

well not really crap, but still.
what can you expect, anything with sch involved is crap.

hmmm sth REALLY FREAKIN FUNNY happened ytd during lunch MUAHAHA, me & zhong were eating ice cream & sitting in the swing, then WE SAW SOMEONE THAT LOOKED VERY MUCH LIKE SHRIMP! AND SHRIMP WAS PLAYING BASKETBALL. oh my mama. and i thought it was really SHRIMP, so I was like shouting SHRIMP'S name.
THEN OMG GUESS WHAT HAPPENED.

THE MOMENT I SHOUTED SHRIMP'S NAME SHRIMP FELL FLAT ON ITS BUTT!!!!!!!!!!!

ohmyheckyes isnt it cool. butbutbut, it wasnt SHRIMP at all lorh, so sad.D:
MUAHAHA. still damn funneh all the same.

if you're wondering who is SHRIMP...
hmm i shall not tell you MUAHAHA, you guess :)
HAHAHAHAHAHA I'M STILL FEELING SO HIGH FROM YTD'S DAMN FREAKIN HILARIOUS EPISODEEEEEEEE.
POOR SHRIMP-LOOKALIKE!!!!!!!!

2009-08-31T19:44:00.002+08:00

today was great, going back to pri sch was great, i realise that some people are not quite as bad as i think they were. :)

hey hey, that's what time heals the deepest wounds is all about right?!
:D

disappointed, cos apparently no one from p sch went to ny last last yr, which is like terribly pathetic?
:X

celebration in sch was GREAAAAAAAAT, screamed like a retard, & the pizza was nice :)

have a very nice warm feeling inside me now. (:

have since completed (sort of) maths crap, & done the lang arts whatever-you-called-it, practising erhu & uploading pics on fb.:) yup, & blogging in 1 min. :D
till the next time.

2009-08-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

I'm so freaking pissed, is it that much of a sin to chat a bit with ppl on msn?
i told you and told you and told you, yes i'm going to mug later, for what i have no idea, but i'm just going to mug once i've completed the science brp crap.
yes, i have brains, i have brains, so can you stop bloody nagging like a naggy whatever?

and yes, i do know the atrocity of failing everything, i do know the importance of SAVING TIME & MAXIMAISING MY TIME.
so stop your stupid lectures, and stop using HIM as an exmaple to motivate me to work harder, cos you know what, its not working.

and last thing, you know you cant ruin my mood with your ridiculous crap.

2009-08-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'M BURSTING WITH UM ANTICIPATION & EXCITEMENT ABOUT MON!!!!!!!
yup, literally. :)

i'm so glad things are alright, for once, for me.
& that I actually have something to look forward to on a MONDAY.
MUAHAHA.

I'm skipping jap, HURRAY.
give me some applause.
:D

well I'm not particularly fond of seeing HER face, after that little episode last monday. :X
thanks Ms Yeo, for listening to my mindless rantings about HER. I feel so much better now. :D

Appreciating people is nice. It's a nice feeling to know that you're appreciated too.
(AHEM. OF COURSE I'M NOT REFERRING TO BEING APPRECIATED BY HER. Unless being called a HOPELESS LOSER & A DISGRACE is categorised under BEING APPRECIATED.)

mom told me not to brood over it, but how can I not?
It's a major insult hello, I fail maths quizzes everytime but do you see ms teo shouting at me for being a LOSER? evidently NOT. so what is her problem?
oh btw, thanks ms teo for never losing your temper with me even though I'm so hopeless at maths. really, thanks uh.

:)

The same goes to Ms Yeo, THANK YOU THANK YOU, I cant thank you enough.

muahaha anyway.
going to do hw now, bye dears. :)

I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO JAP-LESS MONDAY!!!!!!

2009-08-29T21:39:00.001+08:00

BLOODY BLOGGER IS SCREWED. AGAIN.

2009-08-27T10:07:00.000+08:00

the sch com lab has become my fave haunt during recess.

well idk why, i guess i'm just bored O_O
cos if you really think about it, there isnt much to look at on the internet. other than blogs & facebook, which, very sadly, is getting more and more boring. D:

bell is ringing, bye recess & hi crappy lessons.

p/s. maths lesson was DOWNRIGHT LOUSY.

2009-08-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

I'm studying now arent I.
what is her problem???

cca tmr, %87$%&#$^%&*(()#$%^&

zzzzz.

dinnertime. bye.

2009-08-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

oh. I'm worried, all right.

A great day, minus the headache from lack of sleep (I slept for a fricking 4 hours ytd. yes, scream & clap for me why dont you) & the redo-ing of the lousy math task crap.

but somehow rushing around the sch like a retard & printing out my math task at 6.45pm today just felt... fun.
accuse me of being a pervvo if you must.

gossiping with huisze is cool, i havent done it properly since like last yr when sch ended. -.-
no dont get the wrong idea that we're bitching behind ppl's backs, nonono of course not. we were just, you know. talking about something that is, well, how should i put it. aha, VERY INTERESTING. yes thats all i can disclose.

monday was a terrible drag, again.
what is her problem anyway? if failing a stupid puny jap quiz makes me a hopeless loser, then there will be a lot of losers in this world. like, srsly.

oh, no point brooding over it. she's not worth it, jap is not worth it. even though i'm not quitting anytime soon, because i'm not a lousy hopeless quitting loser.

I seem to be very keen on the idea of making her burst a blood vessel.

ah well, there we go again. sick in the head Letitia strikes out yet again.

heyhey i rather like the sound of it. It makes me sound like some very courageous heroine.

smirk all you want. cos you know what, whatever crap you blabber i'll just smile. since i seem to be vvvv tired of frowning recently. you call me a loser, i smile. you say i'm a pretty mushroom, i smile too.
i cant really tell the difference between a compliment or a sarcastic comment nowadays. the ultimate solution: just smile like an idiot, like when you're three and someone comments that you are cute and you dont know what he is talking about. just bare your nice shiny white teeth, and SMILE.

smiling can make the most TERRIBLE things look RIGHT, even if that means smiling through tears, or smiling with a blindfold on your eyes. you pretend you cant see anything, you pretend everything is fine, even though it is not.

so i've taken to SMILING. even if that makes me look like a fool, a retard.

its late, yay.
my conclusion for today: Thomswine is not that bad actually, he is not really a weirdo.
& I'm not really fond of chatting with Melissa on fb.

2009-08-20T12:21:00.000+08:00

long time nvr come up here alr right.

bored, onlining is boring, life is boring, i'm tired of boredom.
just completed crappy LA shitz, & jap hw.
& i'm kinda left with nth to do?
not true.
but still. i'm bored luh. & my tum is hurting like crazy.

i'm wondering, wondering if i'd been too... sadistic/pessimistic during pri sch.
how come everyone seems to have nice memories of their pri sch days,while i'm left with none?
how come whenever i think about my pri sch days, i get the feeling that i've just stepped into a living nightmare?
unbelievable, incomprehensible, mystified.

enough of crap stuff.
anyway. nice day, its a holiday today, thanks to miss claire the presidential scholar.
(:

mum just told me to meet her at j8 but idk y i just cant be bothered.
i feel like staying home the whole day... and doing nth.

goodbye.
(why do i have an urge to delete this blog?)

2009-08-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

i dont know what i'm doing.

onlining & bloghopping is giving me a bloody headache.

switching off com now.

goodbye.

2009-08-15T09:17:00.000+08:00

i feel so dead.
and blogger still sucks.

vomit tion later on, SIAN.
so thats another 2 hours wasted on boring & brain-clogging maths exercises.
I SO MUCH MORE PREFER ERHU.
butbutbut. vomit tion proved to be good. since i improved by 6 marks and all.
ok whatever.

diediedie, mon theres jap, boohoo.
and the shit summary quiz, even DEADER.
if theres even such a word.

BORED BORED BORED LETHARGIC LETHARGIC LETHARGIC

still in a weird mood. since i only had 2 tiny chocolate biscuits, a chocolate chip cookie & a piece of mooncake for breakfast.

LIPGLOSS--- AWESOMEST INVENTION OF MANKIND!!!!!!

2009-08-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

LIPGLOSS- THE AWESOMEST AWESOMEST AWESOMEST INVENTION OF MANKIND!!!!!!
-in a weird bimbotic mood-

hmmmm.
so, its s'pores bday today.

zzzzzz.

snyway. got back from erhu, its great, didnt screw up, but i did realise i still suck big time at it.
exam in nov, ok you may kill me now.
-dead-

bored, decided to un-priv my blog, cos idk?
its not fair to private blogs?
aye whatever.

tmr class outing, b.lin's daddy is bringing us there, thanks :)

ok, i shall count down to class outing, since theres nothing to do.
xD

2009-08-08T17:52:00.000+08:00

bloody blogger.

cant upload pics, cant upload vids, WHAT THE HELL LUH.

:/ this is so screwed.

bored to death, just had lunch & chocolate ice cream, FA-TT-EN-ING.
nobody online, Gee The One Who Lost Her Eyeball is not online either, hmph.

nice show on teevee, going to watch liao buhbye.

read if you're bored

2009-08-08T13:01:00.000+08:00

ok hello.
MY BLOGGING PASSION IS BACK!!!
-flattens blog with hugs & kisses-

so bored, life is so boring, I AM DYING OF BOREDOM!!!!!!
aye.
had breakfast at yakun's just now, um no, should be brunch isnt it.
._____.
woke up chao late lor, like 10+, then just rushed off for brunch.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT.
LATER I'M STILL GOING FOR LUNCHHHHHHH.

-turns into fatass-

hmmmmmm lol.

gee is not online, sad.
cos i'm meaning to ask about her poor eyeball which is supposedly still rolling around her house.
-.-

k theres nth to post, i'm going to do hw alr, byebyebyebye
will be back later.

:B

randooooooooom

2009-08-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

heylo.
posting again, cos i feel so sian & all.
-.-

well. basically nth to do.
just finished watching tang xin feng bao, nice show :D
um. nicer than any of the spore dramas i know of.
.____.

anyway. was chatting with zhiyi, AGAIN, on msn, then we were having this EXTERMELY IMPECCALBY TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY WEIRD RANDOM CRAP conversation.
ok. here goes.

Zhi Yi says:
im superman
lalatra letitia says:
you're so random
Zhi Yi says:
gosh i heard about your fish
lalatra letitia says:
?
Fish?
Zhi Yi says:
you and me best buds right
lalatra letitia says:
huh oh
that one
um
wait
what are you talking about?
facebook?
Zhi Yi says:
HAHA
U KNOW
DAMN FUNNEH
lalatra letitia says:
um
shopping is fun with you?
that one?
Zhi Yi says:
OK
so can i tell u something
lalatra letitia says:
sure
Zhi Yi says:
im on drugs
lalatra letitia says:
oh
right
no wonder you sound so
weird
what drugs?
Zhi Yi says:
did u just lie to me?!
lalatra letitia says:
no
are you drnk
Zhi Yi says:
how could u?!?
lalatra letitia says:
drunk
ok let me guess
you're on ecstasy
or ketamine
or you're sniffing glue
Zhi Yi says:
i love u
lalatra letitia says:
or heroin
chasing da dragon
Zhi Yi says:
i love u
i love u
lalatra letitia says:
k
Zhi Yi says:
i love u
lalatra letitia says:
i get the message
what you wanna do next?
marry me?
Zhi Yi says:
nope
oops
i just lost an eyeball
lalatra letitia says:
woohoo
Zhi Yi says:
~rollll~
lalatra letitia says:
you're
disgusting
let me see
Zhi Yi says:
hehe
lalatra letitia says:
if i can
shock you out
um
i mean
shock you
to
your
senses

-disgusting emoticon that zhiyi HATES-
-disgusting emoticon that zhiyi HATES-

Zhi Yi says:
hmm
lalatra letitia says:

-disgusting emoticon that zhiyi HATES-
-disgusting emoticon that zhiyi HATES-

Zhi Yi says:
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
lalatra letitia says:
HAHA
Zhi Yi says:
qq
q
lalatra letitia says:
you're BACK
Zhi Yi says:
q
q
q
q
q
lalatra letitia says:
to your
old self
Zhi Yi says:
no
lalatra letitia says:
what a relief
Zhi Yi says:
i still love u
lalatra letitia says:
EEK
are you done
Zhi Yi says:
and my eyeballs still on the floor
lalatra letitia says:
with your loves
Zhi Yi says:
can u pick it up for moi?
lalatra letitia says:
sure
if i have a long arm
that can stretch
across singapore
Zhi Yi says:
i hate the "WHAT CAN U SEE" song
lalatra letitia says:
I LOVE IT
BABY CANT YOU SEE
LOOSEN UP MY BUTTONS BABE
Zhi Yi says:
so nan ting
lalatra letitia says:
ITS NICE
Zhi Yi says:
HUH???
lalatra letitia says:
ugh
Zhi Yi says:
U R SICKO
lalatra letitia says:
the song
lyrics
WHAT
Zhi Yi says:
I THOT ITS SINGAPORE NATIONAL DAY SONG~!
lalatra letitia says:
I NT NEED YOU TO LSEN MY BUONS LARRR
CHEY
the song
the sick song
happens to have that line
too
Zhi Yi says:
WT U TALKIJN ABOUT!
lalatra letitia says:
what i'm listening now
fine
you're back to normal
Zhi Yi says:
NO
I HATE U
lalatra letitia says:
um
?
Zhi Yi says:
I LOVE ATHER PERSON
NOT U ANYMORE
lalatra letitia says:
oh
right
am i suppose to
cry?
boohoo
you dont love me anymore
Zhi Yi says:
YAY
lalatra letitia says:
i'm going to jump off the building
and MAKE YOU REGRET!!!!!!!!!!!
Zhi Yi says:
GOGOGOGOGO
lalatra letitia says:
wlao so drama
like those lame love dramas
k
you're talking to ghost now
I'M COMING TO HAUNT YOU
Zhi Yi says:
now im batman
lalatra letitia says:
TONIGHT
Zhi Yi says:
u can haunt me
lalatra letitia says:
YES I CAN
Zhi Yi says:
i will call my bats and attak u
lalatra letitia says:
BRING IT ON BABY
I LOVE BATS
Zhi Yi says:
now im spiderman
then a lot of spiders
and i dont wanna bring anything on
lalatra letitia says:
SPIDERS ARE THE ABSOLUTE ROCK
what
is
wrong
Zhi Yi says:

lalatra letitia says:
with
you
today
Zhi Yi says:
i give u pink spiders
lalatra letitia says:
have you eaten something wrong
at ion
Zhi Yi says:
nope
lalatra letitia says:
the food there sucks big time
Zhi Yi says:
we waited for 50 min for a soda based drink
lalatra letitia says:
um
Zhi Yi says:
but it still havent come
lalatra letitia says:
right
Zhi Yi says:
so we walked straight out of the door

lalatra letitia says:
lousy service
Zhi Yi says:
without paying
cos anyway
we just wanted to sit
but no way
so must find resturant
then buy drink lorh
then
shuang
~
no need pay
but can sit
lalatra letitia says:
...
so
thats no reason for you
to
go
crazy
Zhi Yi says:
im sia
o
i wanna go watch SPONGEBOB!

lalatra letitia says:
....................
dotdotdot

ok. yeah. our ABSOLUTELY RANDOM convo.
srsly i think zhiyi is retarded.
terribly retarded, but good fun :)

ugh. mum just made me drink choco milk, puuuuuke + fattening

gonna TRY have an early night.
byebye lovely peeps, i love you all.
._________.

2009-08-07T17:26:00.000+08:00

shall consider un-privating my blog.

well.
went ion with mum today, and EAT EAT EAT.
i'm so full & bloated its a wonder i didnt explodeee.
X/

so.
missed national day celebrations, just think, in my very first year in ny, i missed out so many stuffs alr ._____.
am kinda...
idk.
i just feel weird.

congrats 101, <33, for getting first for mascot competition LOL LOL LOL.

anyway,
i feel so dead lar.
logged on to moelc webbie, then saw a whole list of homework, i wanna jump off da building.
-.--.--.--.-

ponned erhu, cos i'm lazy & still sickkkkkkkk.
both sick mentally & physically.
:X

k.
east coast with 101 on mon, looking forward <33333
then movie afterwards with zhong, she is so childish lor she wants to watch UP cos shes scared of Orphan & well we cant watch it anyway its NC16, so she won D:
what the hell i typed such a long sentence.

blogger is lousy,
cant upload any pics/vids, theres something wrong with facebook too.

UGH.

THE HEINOUS CONSEQUENCES OF CURSING YOURSELF WITH A TERRIBLE FLU

2009-08-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

screwed. screwed. screwed.

can i just say that i feel so freakishly screwed now, i can just jump off the building?

had been sleeping just now, the damned medicine was like super VILE ._.
& now i still wanna sleep MORE, arent i lazy.
zzzzzzzz.

missed an entire week of sch, AND a whole round of blocks as a result.
yes i know what you're thinking already.
MAN, I HATE HER. WHAT A FREAKING LUCKY GIRL.

except i dont feel this way.
weirdly i kinda miss sch, i miss Svena & her ever ridiculous antics, I miss gege & her fangdian eyes, i miss hongying & her bengbeng crap. -.-
siiiiigh.
why do i feel so guilty of missing one whole week of sch when i'm not even the one to blame?
um.
maybe i'm really the one to blame.
OMG I CAN TOTALLY KICK MY OWN ASS FOR CURSING MYSELF WITH A TERRIBLE FLU.

seeseesee.

its boring at home, i wanna go out, but i feel like puking, & i feel so dizzy, ughughugh.
i wanna mug, but no energy.

crap lar.

well. thats all for now.
(THERES CCA THIS AFTERNOON BUT I'M NOT GOING HEEHEEHEE.)

byebye.

2009-08-01T14:46:00.000+08:00

on msn with kat & szejia, just realised how much i missed them.
& how much i missed pri sch life.

can just slap myself for not appreciating how near pri sch is to my house, and not appreciating people.
shall not elaborate further.

I'M SO SICK.
I'M SO SORRY.
I'M SO GUILTY.
I'M SO TIRED.

nostalgia? maybe not.

2009-07-31T22:17:00.000+08:00

heylo.
have been chatting with zhiyi on msn practically everyday, & its FUN :D
k. sec sch srsly rocks more than pri sch.
EVEN THOUGH I GOT INTO MORE TROUBLE THAN I EVER HAD HERE.
but. it's not a hellhole. not like pri sch.
no offence to those who are obsessed with pri sch life.
...

currently down with a terrible bout of flu, will probably not go tuition tmr. (:
GREAAAAAAAAAT.:D
will be going to the doc's & hurray hurray hurray. hurray.
just think, a bout of flu= NO TUITION + NO ERHU
cool or what.

am almost done with mugging for geog, what a relief.
blocks next week, i better watch out.

anyway. have been bloghopping idk a few days ago, and am vair vair vair amused, amused beyond words after reading emo-i-wanna-slit-my-wrists blogs.
great entertainment.
rock on, emo-ers.

nah random.

byebye.
gonna finish up revision for geog block, then maybe start on physics.

bye.

2009-07-30T08:29:00.002+08:00

oh. liek srsly.
i srsly dunno what i'm doing all this time, except for slacking in the com lab & plugging into earphones on the bus & mrt every freaking day and oh. getting myself into unnecessary trouble.

am i great, or what.

i suppose, getting into trouble is pretty normal lor, since zhiyi said i look like a TROUBLE KID, whatever that means.
or, you know. TROUBLED KID. sounds more... right, you know.

um. sounds wrong. cos imma not a kid.

double trouble. rhymes. wonder what will happen if there was one more of me.

bet all hell will break lose.
as if it havent alr.

well. bye.
i shall not invite more ppl, cos i dont feel like it.
hate me if you have to.

2009-07-29T10:02:00.002+08:00

hi.

i'm freaking hungry & i feel like vomitting ugh ugh ugh so what am i doing in sch

anyway. privated my blog FOR SOME REASONS, well if you're not invited it's NOT that i dont like you or whatever, its just that i cant rmb your ermail and cant be bothered to look it up. so yeah. me and my laziness.
not that you can see this anyway. -.-

currently only invited 3 peeps. gonna invite zhong later for no reason.

WTF.

2009-07-23T08:19:00.002+08:00

fine. fine.
I shall blog, since zhong kept bugging me to -.-
so much for my new resolve of not to blog for one yearrr.
:X

sigh. in sch now, la lesson LOL. the movie is srsly *ahem*, vair sian lar so yeah.
how in the world can you concentrate on a movie when you are in a computer lab, of all places??
so its not my prob that i'm posting arh.

blocks in one week's time, sigh sigh sigh.
sigh.

sighing a lot a lot nowadays, turn into laoahma alr. ._____.
& cca starts today, ugh.
like stupid lor. & crap. i just rmbed i forgot to bring moneh for the tuner.
.________. just my luck.

frigging cold in here, din bring jacket again, sigh sigh sigh sigh.
this post is filled with stupid sighing.
siiiiiiiiigh.

blah just went to some random person's blog & it is like...
super ew.
who will bother to spend their precious time writing love poems on their blogs, for god's sake?
the fact that she's just well faking emo just makes everything worse.

blah.

2009-07-19T14:42:00.002+08:00

The person who discovered maths can just go and die.
but I reckon he's already dead anyway.

well. hi.

a week flew past like a frigging idk what and heck yes a new week starts tmr & i will have to face maths lessons, again, with all the do you follows & redo this redo that. sigh.
maths is tough & all, but weirdly when i go for maths tuition i feel so relaxed & not tensed up at all. whereas in sch its just the bloody way round.
-feels like dying/committing suicide-

taylor swift's songs are great. after i listen to them i dont feel like dying, 'cos if i die i wont be able to listen to them again, & hell that wouldnt be great.
that was pretty random.

erhu lessons are getting better & better, sherry said i'm fine.
sure, note-perfect & all, but what i lack is expression, which isnt surprising since i'm so... devoid of emotions nowadays.
so my playing comes down to nothing.

giving up isnt the way to go, but it's an easy way out.

2009-07-11T11:56:00.002+08:00

oh my. dead blog.
finally made up my mind to update it.

it had been a week with loads of um... struggles within myself, even tho i'm not sure what that meant either, & doing stupid random things like cutting my fringe into ah wang style.
BUT IT GREW. SO I DONT REALLY LOOK LIKE AH WANG LOL. (seeseesee zhong & ge! I told you cutting my fringe is so NOT retarded cos hair grows!)

it had been a week full of unexpected stuff, no i wont consider them as surprises, surprises are meant to be PLEASANT. :/

oh & i corroded my stomach with milk. but i didnt end up in hospital.
got very close to being knocked down by a car, but didnt end up in hospital either.
got a big fat egg for algaebra quiz, but didnt end up in asylum.
cut my fringe & now i look like a mushroom head, but fringes GROW, so whats there to worry about.
forgot to bring pencilcase to sch, but the ever nice zhong lent me her pen, so no worries either.
forgot to do maths ws, but i'm still well & alive.

see what i mean anot. life still goes on.
so theres really no need to emo over why you are not some famous pop star & just plain old you.
no need to emo over how ppl can get PERFECT GRADES while you never do. (my algaebra test.)
no need to emo over a wrong choice you made. (my fringe is the PERFECT example. my fringe actually turned into a joke, & jokes make ppl laugh, so whats there to emo about right. so long as everyone is HAPPY.)

three cheers to me the lalatrakukuhead with ah wang hair! (& for those who likes to make stupid comments about stupid things like HAIRSTYLE and TASTE, you may well just back off. believe me, those things are not as important as you think. hair grows, you can always change your taste. RIGHT OR NOT.)

2009-07-03T19:21:00.002+08:00

hello.
just have the temptation to blog, god knows why._.

its's friday, babeh let's parrrrrr-tayyyyy.
okaye i sound so corny, but it's such a RELIEF that the weekend is coming... FINALLY.
:D

alright let me round off the week (why do i sound like i am teaching mads??????)

we got a new co-form, oh riiiiiiight, JOY.
i'm sosososo glad i'm not in aep, or else... i might just... I dunno? slap myself?? D:
oh but we got the AWESOMEST chem tcher & she makes chem sound FUN.:D
& the new geog tcher is WONDERFUL, i hope she can continue teaching us, 'cos she totally ROCKED the lessons. i am no longer sleepy in class (yes that is sth to be happy about), & i have actually learnt something new about the whatever crops thing. :D

the week was fine, OF COURSE LAR NO MORNING ASSEMBLIES IS THE ULTIMATE LOVE.:B
NO MORNING ASSEMBLIES=NO SPOT CHECK, NO SPOT CHECK=WONT KENA CAUGHT FOR NAILS SOCKS & EARRINGS. :D
holymama this ROCKS.

oh and no cca too, WHOOTS LETS REJOICE, NO CCA.
i hope this goes on for the whole term (:
NO CCA=NO STRESS
hurray.

googoogoogoogoo.
twinkele twinklele littlele star, how i wonderle whate you are.{random}
:DDDDDDD

lalatra, lalatra, lalatra, lalatra.
had cip today & got to PON TUITION.
lalalalala, lalalalala, lalalalala, lalalalala.
god, i can sing this the entire day without stopping.

(:

the BAD thing is, FOA IS... POSTPONED.
awwwwwww, gege was sososo disappointed lol. D:

what else?

RIGHT NO JAP.
WHOOTS.

next mon is youth day, whoots, so NO JAP.
jappy jap jap, GOODBYE MY ~~LOVE.~~
if only i can say that for forever. if only.

ohk i suppose i have to get back to hw, i'm slacking way too much. D:
#1 geometrical whatever worksheet.
#2 jap rubbish.
#3 LA essay.

that's all.
:D

2009-07-02T15:43:00.002+08:00

hello lalatrakukuheads.

hahahahalalatra.
hello.

just got back from cwp w gege, she wanted me to bring me to the photocopying shop to bind her sia ._.
yea, it was damn fast, then we got bubble tea blahblah, & i realised i still owe gege $6, HOLYMAMA.

vair sian alright, stupiddddd erhu.
lalatrakuku erhu.
I HATE PRACTICING.

to SOME RANDOM PERSON i'm not going to name: whatever.
toodles, whatever that means.

2009-06-28T18:55:00.002+08:00

ok. I'm screwed, screwed, SCREWED.

cos.
I'VE JUST FOUND OUT THAT THERE WILL BE SOME LOUSY JAP SUMMARY QUIZ TMR.
CREDITS TO YUQI'S BLOG.

OH MY TIANNNN, OH MY HOLY MAMA, OH MY GODDDD, OH MY GIDDY, AM I DEAD.

have not done anything helpful in improvising that stupid language during the hols, holy mama i could have just slapped myself. :X
fine whatever, i'll just get zero & get kicked out of jap class (i wish).

lalatra. freaking yuedubaogao lalatra UNDONE, congratulate me pls & ty.
walao wo si le lar.O:

time passes so fast. god.
I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCH.
NO WAY. NO WAY.

haha maybe i will sneeze in front of wls tmr & make her sp scared she will send me homeeeeeee.
:D
DREAM ON.D:

anyway anyway.
HAPPY THINGS!

went to count cars with zhongzhong today haaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
went to have breakfast at long john silvers after counting for first 15 min haha (:
then mrt-ed to queenstown to hunt for FBTS!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
okaye they are CHEAP okaye! <333333
wheeeeeeee.

then went to count again (drag), then aft that went bugis (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) & ohmygoddd had lunch at ajisen ramen! super nice okaye! lalalatra.
then went shopping, bought loads of earrings, lala, & zhongzhong bought a top.
haha, VAIR SEXY LOL! ._.
(:

went back count cars again for last 15 mins, then home sweet home.
OH GOD WHAT A LONG DAY.

sch tmr, DRAGDRAGDRAG.

2009-06-27T15:25:00.003+08:00

another stab in the heart. ouch.

perhaps it should never have happened, perhaps things will be alright, perhaps WE WILL STILL BE FRIENDS.

heck no but this is not the case. unfortunately.

OHMYMAMA I HATE YOU.
Thank you for ruining my life, spoiling my everything.
getting me into trouble, coaxing me into helping you.
lying, those terrible white lies that actually HURT.
feigning innocence when you're far from that.

you've made me bitter & i'm going to make you pay for it.
YOU WAIT AND SEE.

2009-06-26T12:40:00.002+08:00

GECO concert.... TONIGHT!
ohmanohman, ohmanohman!
<333333333333!!!!

oh BUTBUTBUT it'd just dawned on me that i'm going to miss The Ultimatum or whatever its called, D:
AND THE EPISODE TONIGHT LOOKS EXCITING.
oh well. guess that can't be helped. at least i get to wear my new top! *squeals*
mygod, i'm turning into such a bimbo. ..........

going to consider bimbofying my phone, if there's ever such a word.
definition of bimbofying: sticking those shiny diamondy round sparkly things that you can get anywhere for i dont know how much all over it.
HAHA.

off to do some maths... god, hols coming to an end, and looking back at what i did the whole month, i just want to slap myself.
'cos apparently all i did was planning where to go shopping, what to wear, what to buy, & SPLURGING LIKE A RETARD.
ohnooo.
i better pull myself tgt to prepare for sch in, what? 2 days' time.
JOY OH JOY.

2009-06-25T20:00:00.002+08:00

wlaowlaowlao.
CRAAAAAAP LAR, I CAN'T STICK KIDS.

now lemme explain. & p.s. i'm not a psychopath, as my mum so charmingly accused me of being one. -.-
i dunno. the sight of them just make me sick.

today went bugis to shop around, yeah. then there's this tiny girl who looked like around i dunno lar. but vair tiny. & i was like talking vair animatedly to my mum, which involved waving my arms around, & then suddenly out of nowhere this tiny girl appeared, & knocked into my arm. & gave me a bloody huge shock, & i was like 'ohmygod.' ......
and she somemore got the nerve to give me that stupid innocent look lor. make me want to puke.
:X

WHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVER. I suppose i'm not to complain, since i had been a tiny girl once anyway.-.--.--.--.-
ohwell. talking about tiny make me think of huge. and thinking about huge make me think of myself. D:
had been laughing a lot lately, but apparently laughing has its consequences too. according to mum, that is. laughing makes you _ _ _.
well srsly. but mum was, all, "You better watch your figure and stop laughing so much."
MYGOD. IS LAUGHING ILLEGAL?
....................

nontheless its was a nice day. bought two tops lalatra & Being Nikki (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lalala) gaaaa imma so HAPPY. happier than happy ho.

yay tmr geco concert, sherry is performing <3! :D
lalatra life is puuuuuuuurfect.
BUT.
once sch starts life will be FULL OF BLOODY FLAWS.
AGAIN. D:

why no extension sia. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY.

2009-06-24T13:20:00.002+08:00

well hi.
have decided to post since i have nth to dooo. (:

I'm proud to say that for once in my entire life i'm going to be bright & early for tuition!
three cheers *clap clap*
okaye i sound so dopey. -.-

was laughing like a kuku with nemo darling ytd, gagagaga!!!!! we were chatting about the random adverts on teevee, yeah like you know the whatever 美白护肤精华that sort of thing, gaga it was so freaking FUNNEH.:D
welllllllll. actually it is not the ADVERT that is funny. It is just... well. a certain SOMEONE that we think is highly amusing, like a prized monkey or something. (!!!!!!!)
HAHA HAPPY GUESSING PPL.

well anyway, we've mapped out this amazing family tree thingy for lanxuebing, wheee.
it's really amazing dearies, but then i dont want to embarrass anyone so better dont write it out.
(:

oh my god. i miss vivian & my grandma(s) & my couuuuuuusins so!
yadayada lalatra.

2009-06-22T19:22:00.002+08:00

tralala, lalatra!!!!!!!
just received yingxuan's msg, OHMYTIAN NO CCA THIS WEEK!!!!!!!
YES. REJOICE.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-06-20T21:42:00.001+08:00

XUWANQI! KOHQIUYING!
for the last time, I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND THANK YOU!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
girls sch, where got boys nia.
:X

2009-06-19T12:28:00.002+08:00

completed the stupid jap pamphlet, well i have no idea why we die die also must finish lor. it's not as if anyone's going to read it anyway. as in, in the business sense. ._.

well. let's just say that my pamphlet is... a lousy piece of shit.
sorry for my foul choice of words, but srsly, i think sensei will 血を吐きますwhen she reads the pamphlet. O.O oh no if it happens it will really be interesting. :X

anyway. one more week of hols, not even done with half of my hw D:
gotta chiong, by the end of this week die die also must finish!!!!!!

(why do i keep using die die? ...)

2009-06-17T14:23:00.002+08:00

thanks chengwei for making my life easier by telling me that there's actually a translator in microsoft word (yes I know I'm vair vair slow. -.-)

anyway. cheered up a whole lot, i dunno why, but haha I'm back from mia-ing. :D
still feeling sorry for myself though. O.O

shit the jap phamplet, its driving me insane.
BLAH.
but anyway. thanks angel for being ever so helpful (HARHAR) with my jap thingo gaaaaa.
I'm not making sense. non?

YIYUAN BAAAAAAAACK SOON.
ZHONGZHONG BAAAAAAAAACK SOON.
then I can return to my old self, again.
<3333 looking forward.

2009-06-15T12:41:00.003+08:00

SZEJIA'S BIRTHDAY OHMYGODGODGODGODGOD.
I'm so sorry okaye! too busy mia-ing/feeling sorry for myself/feeling crappy that I forgot!
SORRY UHS.

well. there's nth to post about. devoid of emotions, mia-ing, feeling sorry for myself, apart from those, nothing much happened.

don't even know why i'm telling you all these.
i shall consider deleting my blog.

byebye. hopefully not for the last time.

2009-06-10T13:19:00.003+08:00

what can I say?

just completed the whatever algaebra practices ms yeo gave me, well, haha algaebra is turning out to be alright. :D
so long as I bother to rmb the weird rules & stuff. :/

well well well.
somtimes I really wish I was back in pri 1, 'cos all you have to do is whine & play with barbie dolls & holler to mummy & daddy to do this & do that for you, well they'll gladly do it for you since you're their lovely cute precious little princess. well. at least that was what I did, as horrifying as it may seem. o.O
yes, you don't have to worry about anything. you just have to eat, sleep, shit, behave yourself, shut up when you have to & be a good lil' girl, everything will be alright.

BUT. This is NOT the case now though.
There are TONS to worry about, there just isn't enough time to play barbie dolls anymore (ok as if I care, but you do see my point don't you) & you have to worry about crap like getting good grades & algaebra all the time. & there's no more mummy & daddy to do this & do that for you, 'cos you're no longer a little girl, you're a teenager now & you are capable to do EVERYTHING yourself. which is so wrong, but I guess I just have to face it. D:
you can't whine either, people will think you're a spoiled little princess & it will make matters worse.

oh, & you're expected to make all the RIGHT decisions, like whether or not to pon cca (haha), & whether or not to hang out with your BFFs when there's an algaebra quiz the next day & you haven't done anything to revise yet (LOL).
when you end up making the wrong decision (which is probably too late to correct anyway) you start to regret & wish that there are mummy & daddy to make the decision for you, 'cos, well, ADULTS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT. & so, you won't end up regretting your ass off. ._.

well I've made my point.
but there's no point making my point now anyway, it's too late to turn back.
so young kiddies still in pri sch, do cherish your time being a teeny kiddie when you still have the chance.
ok I'm crapping. D:

2009-06-08T16:39:00.001+08:00

got to watch night at the museum in the end, HARHAR.
turned out that hongying could go after all hahahahaha.
(:
yes, night at the museum is sibei funneh! :D
its cool alrite.

tralalalala, the weather sucks.

2009-06-07T20:28:00.003+08:00

turns out that hongying will not be able to make it tmr. D:
oh well well. I shall stay at home ang mug miserably the whole day then. :/
BUT I WANT NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM! D:
can't be helped I suppose. sighs.

it's so frigging boring at home.

2009-06-07T15:13:00.002+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh, I feel so toot okaye.
*slaps self*
OW.

Anyway. yes I screwed up bigbigbigbig time, bigger than my brain, bigger than _______'s butt. o.O
okaye I promise I'll prac at least 1h everyday. & I do hope my effort will pay off (it definitely will. haha it's proven.).
ayeaye, I hope it wont't be rainy weather tmr 'cos I WANT NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM.
._. The skies are so freaking black now, blaaaaaaah as black as my mood.
HOHOHO.

can't wait to see hongying tmr, <3
had missed retard-ing (LOL.) with you fellow retard! D:
I want talk about lanxuebing & his wife & HOW TO KILL ZHAOYIYUAN & XUNZHONGXIN when they get back!!!! yadaaaaaaaaa.

ohmymama i hate algaebra, someone kindly ban algaebra for me please.
thanks uh.

2009-06-07T13:01:00.001+08:00

screwed up, big time.

2009-06-06T20:51:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA.
I'M REALLY BECOMING FATTTTTTTTTTTT HOHOHO.

according to dad, that is.
& he said he is fat too. & he came up with this amazing idea of going jogging later on... which is practically in the middle of the night. O.O
HAHAHAHAHA RUNNING ADDICT.
anyway. I would have agreed to accompany him later on (HAHA) had I not made myself sick. ._.
ok, my fault if I continue to expand horizontally. LOL.

BUT. I don't think he is serious about the jogging-in-the-middle-of-the-night idea. 'cos apparently... he is stuffing himself with er food right now. which shows that he is not serious about losing weight either. -.-

haha I'm FINALLYFINALLY done with researching on hinduism's origin & history. :DDD
I'm pro okaye.
& oh no I just found out from hongying that we're supposed to do the algaebra practices on ace-learning too D: so much for feeling accomplished. ):

lala. there's someone singing on tv right now, haha she sounds retarded.
nah random. (:

2009-06-06T17:18:00.002+08:00

holla.
ga i hate the weather.:X

haha monsters vs aliens is COOOOOOOOOOOL.
very niceeee okaye! you ppl must watch it. (:

ayeaye i'm feeling sososososo sick now. D:
sore throat! blooody. or maybe another viral infection, hoho i better go to the doc's soon. ._.

blahblah. the hinduism mindmap is giving me a headache, ugh.

2009-06-06T10:28:00.002+08:00

Officially completed math self-learning. (: WHOOTS! I feel so accomplished.:D
yay going to the movies later on with mum & didi, gagaga to watch the what monster show that looked pretty cute:D
YIYUAN IS COMING BACK ON 21 JUNE!!!!!!!
shall be counting down the days then. o.O
& zhongzhong is coming back on 26 june... HOLYMAMA.

oh anyway. was chatting on the phone with hongying ytd, haha we've decided to go bugis-ing (again) on mon. & we plan to catch night at the museum 2. (: CAN'T WAIT YO. & I've promised her I'd wear that dress I'd bought that is just like what The Vase wears everyday. LOL!
& sadly hongying said she's going to take pictures of me in that. HAHA I WONDER WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF THE VASE SEES THAT? O.O

hahaha. I can't wait for mon!!!!!!

2009-06-05T11:26:00.002+08:00

I hate my nose.
I hate my brain.
I hate myself for being such a lazydumbass.

well. hi.
it's only 11.25 in the morning & I'm alr feeling lethargic. & lousy. & absolutely NO MOTIVATION to do anything. Let alone mug. :O

I think I'm coming down with something.
STUPID STUPID NOSE.

well. The history mindmap sucks, I've been researching quite some time alr, but nth much seems to come out of it. :/
copied, copied, copied, BUT THE IRONY IS I DO NOT UNDERSTAND A WORD I'M COPYING.
why do we have to do hinduism?
its, well, COMPLICATING.
& some of the stuff I found on the net is just... unreliable.
UGH I HATE HISTORY.

byebye. I'm sick of the com alr.

2009-06-04T15:02:00.002+08:00

hahahahahaha.
hahahahahaha.
hahahahahaha.

Back from lunch.
(:

I'm so bored can.
& full. :O

blahblahblah.
blahblahblah.
blahblahblah.
blahblahblah.

that's how bored I am. :D
hmmm, shall give my room a makeover later on.
(:
since i have nth to do. teeheehee.

byebye.

2009-06-04T13:33:00.002+08:00

HISTORY IS KILLING ME.

UGH IRRITATING.
I really hate researching... what a bloody waste of time. :X

& I can totally doze off while copying those ridiculous crap.
...
...
...

&.
my handwriting is TERRIHORRIINCORRIGIBLE.
gaga.
GAG.

cut my stupid hair just now, and now I have a fringe.
:O

byebye.
cant help wishing there's cca today, dont ask me why.
maybe...
I'M JUST TOO BOLIAO.
or maybe...
I'VE GONE NUTTTTTTS.

2009-06-03T19:24:00.002+08:00

OH. MY. GOD.

happened to stumble on ________'s blog, WHAT DA HELL HAPPENED TO YOU?
you're not the ________ I know er... 7 years ago.
OH DEAR OH DEAR OH DEAR.

bored. back from cca, tralala zhanglao said we played pretty well. (: gaga.
have finished reading the gossipgirl novel I got ytd, haha I'm pro alrite:D
& mum is forcing me to read the jap mag she'd bought for me WITHOUT ANY BLOODY HESITATION ytd (it costed her $10.90. HOLYMAMA what a waste) 'cos apparently it's supposed to help me with jap o.O
& no matter how many times I tell her it's all rubbish inside, she just don't seem to understand lol. I mean, srsly, I don't see how pics of girls with at least three inches thick of makeup slapped onto their faces can help me with improvising my jap. :/ thus, reading the mag=pointless+waste of time. (I sound like I'm answering a science question.-.-)

blahblahblah. I'm so freaking bored. & boliao.
byebye.

2009-06-03T09:32:00.002+08:00

I HATE CCA.
I HAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE CCCCCCCCCCAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Clever souls out there, any ideas how to get me out of this??!!
o.O

ok. It's confirmed that I'm dead.

-.-

2009-06-02T19:32:00.002+08:00

Blogging=FATAL ADDICTION! :D
haha evening humans. Just a quick post here.

went suntec with mum today, 'cos theres this food fair thingo going on.
turned out to be a TOTAL BORE.:/
so train-ed to BUGIS hahahaha!!!!!!
BUGIS=SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPINGGGGGGGGGGGG TRALALALALALA.

bought that short dress mum wanted me to have:DDDDDDDDDD
haha! am going to get more of those next time, they're simply too chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiio to resist buying (:

lala! byebye humans.

2009-06-01T15:35:00.002+08:00

afternoon humans.
back from being a BIMBO.
HAHA.

went J8 with mum, omg IT WAS SO SHIOK.
gss haha, SHOP SHOP SHOPPPPPP.
tralalalala shopping rrrrrrocks.

bought this really pristine pair of silk shorts, gagagagaga it is so chiiiiiiio<333333
& this black miniskirt with a belt that looks really coooooooool. you know, like those cheerleading type? haha poor description but you get the idea. :D

haha mum thinks that those short dresses are nice & suggested that I buy one sometime. hahahahahahahaha no probbiiiie (:

after that mum went to get some stuff for dinner tonight from ntuc then we bought ICEEEEEEEEE CREAAAAAAAAM. YESSSSSS ICEEEEEEEEEEEE CREAAAAAAAAAAAM.:DDDDDDDDDDD
tralalala. also bought muffins (ma fen. (!!!!!!!!!)). LALALALALALA LIFE IS GREAT.

on our way down we saw this funneh chocolate fair(i think that's what it's called. 'cos everything on sale somehow had something to do with chocolate) then mum saw the yummeh chocolate biscuits & cant resist buying so tadaaaaaaa. :DDDDDD

then on the mrt mum wanted me to borrow books (probably not wanting me to end up being some rotten bimbo/airhead & waste hols away. hoho.) so alighted at sembawang & borrowed lor. haha i'm sucha GEEK.

tralalala. going to work on history mindmap nao (ugh) BYEBYE DEAAAAAAAARS.

2009-06-01T10:30:00.002+08:00

tralalala humans.

i feel sososo sick. This morning I woke up and realised that my eyes were like... weird. just weird lor. as in, weird looking and everything. o.O
then. MY HAIR MY HAIR. It was one million times curlier than usual OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

today is a bad day. Literally.

may be going shopping with mum later on, oh well well well I hope I won't end up buying NOTHING again. It really pisses me off when I can't find anything that is nice. HMPH.

just went to class blog & got a heart attack after seeing the list of freaking homework posted by hsichien... HOLYMAMA I WILL NVR FINISH THOSE ON TIME. D:

yes i'm trying to find the hinduism thingos for the history assignment right now, ugh troublesome. ):
blahblahblah even though I am intending to clear all 'holiday enjoyment' (described so charmingly by miss teo) by the end of next week I can see that it really is IMPOSSIBLE. I mean, srsly. cca & all the crap takes up most of my week alr, so there really is no time to do much.
(you can take that as an excuse tho. gaga.)

oh nvm lor.
i shall focus on shopping. which is a million times easier than focusing on homework.
HAHA.

2009-05-31T21:00:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY XUNZHONGXIN LUH!!!! <3333333333333

She got me FBTs!!!!!!! converse ones ohmygiddygod!!!!!!
I LOVEEEEEEEEEE HEEEEEEEEERRRRRRR. I LOVE HEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRR.
on msn with her right now, i miss her can. D:
she is lamenting about her mum being a 'whiner' right now.
haha that's like so freaking CUTE! :D

XUNZHONGXIN COME BACKY RIGHT NAOOOOO.
LIFE SUCKS WITHOUT YOU YOU KNOW.
YOU'RE SO TOTALLY GOING TO PAY FOR IT WHEN YOU GET BACK!!!!!!!
10 SHOPPING SPREES TO ANYWHERE WITH MEEEEEEE!!!!!
HMPHHHHHHHHHH THAT IS TO PUNISH YOU FOR BEING SO NAUGHTY. O.o

tralalalala! but i still love & miss you meiiiiii. D:

2009-05-31T13:04:00.005+08:00

hagagagaga!!!!! am I proud of myself!!!! (:
I LOVE MEEEEE, MEEEEE LOVE MEEEEE, MEEEEE LOVE MYSELF.
TRALALALALALALALALALAAAAAAAAAAA~

lalalalala. erhu lesson had really uplifted my SPIRITS!!!!
lalalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaa I'm so in love with myself.

apparently I'd solved the wrist problem in just 1 WEEK!!!
do i rock or what!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD

hahahahahaha.
so practice really makes perfect.
(:

mum is cooking chicky rice yay!
lalalalala today is the best day everrrrrrrr.

had kitkat & a banana just now hahahaha.
just to reward myself for being so PRO! (:

hohoho I'm off to prac erhu nao.
erhu, my new best friend!!!!!!!!!
gagaga.

I miss you & I want you back.
Forget the past pleasy-please?
Fat chance you'll be reading this, but pls luh.
I miss the past. D:

2009-05-30T21:21:00.003+08:00

humans.
I LOVEEEEEEEEE ME. ME LOVE MYSELF TO THE COOOOOREEEEEEE. :DDD

ho. back from shopping. actually no shopping is not the right word. yes, FOOD HUNTING. That's it.

went sun plaza with mum, then bought er this cheese pancake thingo & devoured it in 1 min. haha I'm not joking. Then we decided to be gluttons & bought a box of kuehs + marble cake, & devoured the marble cake & 1 kueh. o.O then. we decided to be FAT ASSES & went on to buy curry puffs. & finished them in 2 minutes. HAHA.

aft that mrt-ed to northpoint 'cos I want look for fbts, in the end ended up buying a giant sausage & fried shitake mushrooms from some korean stall. o.O

yes. so today is like. The ultimate food hunting day.

which actually has its consequences. I bet I weigh one million pounds now. :X

Am going to exercise with mum tmr after erhu. HAHA.

OHMYGIDDY. ERHU!!!!!!!!!
shitshitshitshit.
I HAVENT PRAC-ED WHAT SHERRY WANTS ME TO!!!!!!!
OH DEAR ME OH MY GIDDY ALL THANKS TO THE DOPEY LIANGXIAO & MY STUPID TINY BRAIN.
OHMYMAMA.
OHMYMAMA.
OHMYMAMA.
WHAT IS C DIAO??????!!!!!!
SOMEBODY PLS HELP MEEEEE!!!!!

OHMYGOD.

ugh mum is now steaming rice dumplings.
ohmymama as if I'm not fat enough!!!!!!

HMPHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2009-05-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

blogging, again, 'cos #1 I feel so boliao
#2 I'm not in the mugging mood
#3 I'm still high from my darling msg :DDDD
#4 I love ranting
#5 I WANT GO SHOPPING BUT DIDI HAS PHONICS LATER SO UGHHHHH I CAN'T SO I'M BLOGGING TO PASS THE TIME D:
#6 I''m feeling troubled, 'cos I just realised that I had been so preoccupied with practicing liangxiao the whole week I actually neglected the 十一种换弦练习
#7 I feel crappy 'cos I forgot everything about jap. In other words, I have absolutely no recount whatsoever of what the jap lesson last week was about. :X

ohnooooooo I'm such a lazyass.

I hate hols. I really do.
hols means loads of holiday prac + crappy maths self-learning + homework
which suck like hell.

I'm ranting, ohnooooooooo I'm ranting like a 90-year-old laotaitai again.

byebye. shall find something constructive to do now, like practicing liangxiao (!!!!!!!!!!)

2009-05-30T13:18:00.002+08:00

humans.
ptm today & mum dragged me along with her. :D lol.

got report book, ohmygiddy thank god wanglaoshi didn't give me any lousy comments or whatever. (: apparently none of my teachers did, which just goes to show how freakishly biased ______ & _______ are:X I'm not all that bad you know.
k i should not, you know, dig into the past. I shall be a v.gracious person & forgive & forget, since that was last year & er so I should not care too much? But it's difficult you know. If you think I, Letitia Koh, loves to be accused of something she had never done before, then you're wrong.
From last year I thought I really do not deserve to be where I am now. But today I realised that I've worked hard, I've tried my best, so why should I continue thinking that way? Some people, they really should mind what comes out of their mouths. They may think that they're doing their jobs but actually they're not. They may not know it, but they're actually hurting people. Making people feel worthless & stupid.
It hurts to know that people do not appreciate your hard work. To be blasted for reading a book in class after psle, that is just so UNBELIEVABLE.

alright. enough of crapping. god I just need to get this off my chest or I'll go crazy soon.
yeah. so.
the main idea is to just mind what you say.
无心的一句话，也可能是对别人来说的一种无形的伤害。
tada. That's all I want so say.

msg 1.5, I LOVE ME TO THE MAXXXXXXXX.
me love myself. myself love me.
<33333333333333333333333333333

2009-05-29T20:09:00.004+08:00

OH MY GIDDY GOD I ALMOST FORGOT!!!!!!
REFLECTIONS!!!!!!!

Time flies, really. That's the first lesson learnt in term 2.
oh. And i also realised that I don't really suck that much in erhu & maths, ever heard of practice makes perfect? yeah. that's it. :D
After sabbats also realised that I'm not born to be a gymnast/dancer, due to my clumsiness (forever bumping into hongying while doing the whatever dance) & my flabbiness (can't balance properly on that stupid balancing beam! :X) BUT it doesn't hurt to try, to give something you've never done before a shot. It's the same in life, you never know whether you will succeed or not unless you give it a try. (:

now, DEDICATIONS. :D
Special thanks to all those who never fail to be there for me when I need help. (: Thanks uh. Really.

HONGYING.:D
Thanks sosososososo much for being a wunderfuuuul retard & for cheering me up with the ever amazing lanxuebing jokes. (: Appreciate them a lot you know, 'cos naughty zhongzhong zoomed off & left me here. D: awwwwwww.

ZHONGXIN.:D
even though you were sosososososo bad & zoomed off without me, I still love you (:
thanks ever so much for being simply there for me whenever I'm in trouble/need help/feeling crappy. thanks, you're the best sister on earth. :D jieeee loves you. (:

YIYUAN.:D
hagagagagagagacicicicicicicic!!! missing you badly, D: thanks for taking the trouble to sms me nonsense smses like chanmatichan & the hagagagagagagacicicicicic craps. COME BACK QUICK!!

LEESHUHUI.:D
thanks for being a great tablematie haha:DDD thanks uh! you're one of the most easygoing ppl I've ever met (: unlike some ppl... hinting no one. o.O

XINGE.:D
haha lao wang, thx for accompanying me home everyday & being a great friend (: nice crapping with you, & I'm glad you're finally loving your suona :D

SVENA.:D
a huge thank you for being such a wunderfool retard & bringing laughter into our lives (:

ZHIYI.:D
thanks for being a great angel:D haha & for writing me such nice letters! (:

BEILIN.:D
BEIBEI! haha tyvm for being a great friend, will miss talking to you on the mrt. D:

CHINSHIAN.:D
thanks for being a nice & cute tablematie during jap. appreciated! :DDD

& last but not least, EVERYONE who had made me feel not-so-lonely in ny at the beginning of the year. yea i know i've forgotten to do this reflection thingo aft term 1 lol. (: but still. thanks uh.

that's all.
thanks everyone once again for making my life in ny less crappy:D
byebye term 2, hello june hols :D

一个如此完美的结束。

2009-05-29T17:42:00.006+08:00

Didn't get the email I want, didn't see the person I want to see.

Hey humans.
The last day of term 2, last day of school, last day of sabbats. All good things have to come to an end. Unfortunately. D:

BUT. I'm ever so glad it's the last day of school. damn I felt so empty ytd & today in school. yiyuan & zhongxin gone, I'm only left with hongying who apparently is missing yiyuan freaking badly, even more than me I suspect. Which results in hongying's untimely emo-ness. Like ytd in gym, one minute she was talking happily about lanxuebing, the next minute, she is staring into thin air and... emo-ing.

and lemme tell you, it's SCARY.

right now hongying is 'singing a song' and 'feeling emo'. according to what she told me on msn. awwwww. cheeeeeeeeer up, doodleee. you're making me sad you know. D:

XUNZHONGXIN & ZHAOYIYUAN YOU BETTER NOT DO THIS TO ME AGAIN. ):<

right now the only thing that can cheer us both up is the lanxuebing. :DDD
we were going on and on about it the whole day and man was it amusing. (:

but. I STILL FEEL EMPTY. AND EMPTINESS CAN ACTUALLY EAT YOU UP. IF YOU GET WHAT I MEAN.

boy. no mood to blog anymore, byebye.

OH MY GIDDY GOD! I MISS ZHAO YI YUAN!

2009-05-27T16:13:00.002+08:00

OH MY GIDDY GOD! I MISS ZHAO YI YUAN! D:

zhaotaitai, come back luh! i miss your hagagagagagacicicicicicic & all your crappings & you calling my hair orange peel... ):
awwwwww, COME BACK! ME & HONGYING MISS YOU LIKE OH MY GIDDY GOD!!!! D:

went to kampong glam today. it was effing hot lor, but still fun all the same. bought a nice bag and had teh tarik (recommended by cikgu hanim (?) ) and it was FREAKING NICE !!!! somemore so cheap lor. (:

hmph zhongzhong flying overseas tmr too! ): so shuang can. ugh i will miss you too sis. D:

cca tmr, hope my endless practising will pay off and xulao will for once stop nagging me. :X
well at least i've memorised the whole of liang xiao in 1 week. my techniques may not be perfect but at least i've tried my best, given my best. i ought to be given some credit for that.

WANGXINGE WANTS ME TO PLAY LIANG XIAO FOR HER TMR!!
ayeaye wangxinge i'm still not v gd at it so dont laugh okaye (:

ok shall end here. byebye.

p.s CLASS TEE AT LAST!!!! I LOVE 101'09.

2009-05-26T18:16:00.002+08:00

another tiring day.
my back is aching like oh-my-giddy-god, all thanks to the stupid backflips, or whatever they're called, during gym. HMPH.

i mean, gym is fun and all, but srsly, it wont hurt to leave out those backflips will it. D: oh nvm. i'm never ever doing another backflip for the rest of my life. :X

the aep peeps cooked yummy thingos again!!! :DDDD
thanks zhaotaitai for offering me all of the chicken you cooked, yes they taste WONDERFUL (:
thanks retard. will miss you when you fly overseas tmr ):

going to kampong glam tmr for the malay cultural sabbats thingo.
(: whoots.

shall end here.
p.s chin shian haha thanks! (: you're a great tablematie too :D

SABBATS!<3

2009-05-25T20:33:00.003+08:00

HUMANS!:DDDDDDD

sabbats were will FUN! ohmygiddygod GYM IS TURNING OUT TO BE FINE AFTER ALL!!!!! (:

yeah, at least the trampoline part was fun. (:
me and hongying were like shrieking our heads off. It was esp. hilarious when cos whenever i jump, hongying will fly into the air like i-d-k what. :D yes and i was shouting "OHMYGIDDYGOD!!!!!!!" all the while and apparently hongying found it highly amusing and was laughing about it the whole day haha. (:

I REALLY ENVY THE AEP PEEPS OKAYE.
they got to participate in this east-meets-west food trail thingo that is like SO COOL.
ahem, anything that is related to food is cool:D

yea, so i was like totally kicking myself for not bothering to join aep when i saw zhongzhong coming back from her sabbats with heavenly chocolate muffins & a potato and chicken pie. o.O
the chocolate muffins were, well, HEAVENLY. yes mark my words. :DDD
the potato and chicken pie was a little on the soggy side, but it wasnt bad (:
holy am i making you hungry? haga.

today amazingly i felt more awake than usual. and it WAS amazing cos i slept at 12.40am this morning. yes, note the tense. THIS MORNING. latest i've ever slept, and boy wasnt it unpleasant :X but anyway. thanks szejia for jia-youing me this morning (er it sounds funny. but. anw.) & yuhui for being the caring one as always, tyty for pestering me to turn in for the night (: (tho it was alr morning. haha)
your concern is very much appreciated (: & i did finish my hw in the end! :D

yeah. so thats about it, i better go prac erhu now. ): awwwwww.

2009-05-24T20:57:00.002+08:00

HOLY!!!!!!!!!
sabbats start tmr. o.O

i'm sososososo hoping i'll not ahem get into any accident or what. i mean, it is extremely important for me to be careful cos ahem. since i'm such a clumsy ass and always manages to trip over my own feet. D:

went swimming just now. and now i reek of chlorine :X ugh.

blahblahblah. moelc website still down, will have to stay back tmr to do the effing quizzes then D:
oh and la sia.
byebye. zooming off to complete patchiework now.

路漫漫其修远兮！！！！！！！！

2009-05-24T14:33:00.004+08:00

lu man man, lu man man, lu man man!!!!!!!!

hagagagagagagagacicicicici!!!!!!

hey humans.
in a weird mood today.
路漫漫其修远兮，吾将上下而求厕所！！！！！！！！！
:DDDDDDDDDDD

changed my blogskin again, hahahahaha.
a simpler one. (:

oh btw. see my profile pic?
yes. it looks like eeyore is shitting on my head. o.O
taken last week? er no last last week. zhongzhong & the others were disturbing me with the plushies boohoo. D:

erhu lesson!!!!!!!!
yesyesyes i'm finally looking forward to something related to erhu!!!!!!
AT LONG LONG LAST!!!!!
路漫漫其修远兮，吾将上下而求索，路漫漫，路漫漫，路漫漫！！！！！！！！！！！！！
走路要慢点不然会跌倒！！！！！！
路漫漫！！！！！！！！

hahahaha. see how studious i am?
少壮不努力，老大徒伤悲！！！！！！！！！！！！！
hagagagagaga!!!!!
众里寻他千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在灯火阑珊处！！！！！！！！！！

i'm going to get full marks for culture!!!! nghupbeng will be so proud of me!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-05-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

hey peeps.

just saw something disgusting on tv.
COOKED WHOLE-FROGS!!!!!!
ewwwwwww. with the intestines and all.
talk about SICK.

I'm feeling sick. Like, going to vomit like that. o.O

am dying. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO CONTINUE MY LA PATCHWORK.

SHIIIIIIIIIIT.

and it's due on MONDAY.

ok good luck to me.

HAGAGAGAGAGAGAGACICICICICICICICI GAG VOMIT

2009-05-23T14:56:00.003+08:00

hello humansssssssssssssssssssssss! (:

have just finished my ah beng self-intro compo hagagagagagagagacicicicicicici!!!!!!!!
omg i sound so retarded.

was sms-ing hongying my fellow retard just now! :D
practically laughed my arse off.
I LOVE HONGYING!!!!<3333

lalalala. lalalala. lalalala.

confused.

2009-05-22T19:09:00.002+08:00

I'm going crazy.
I'm going crazy.
I'm going crazy.
I'm going crazy.
I'm going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& I'm not even kidding this time round.

well. It's friday at last! (:
sabbats next week, I'm DREADING IT.
ok ppl. let me just ask you a simple question.
CAN YOU IMAGINE ME JUMPING AROUND ON A TRAMPOLINE????

okie dokie keep the ans to yourself.
but then you'll get what i mean eventually.-.-

had been an uber insane/hectic/busy/crazy week, o.O
and i swear erhu is driving me bonkers.

ytd after cca i was in the bus then suddenly the liang xiao tune started playing in my head. like srsly, the WHOLE BLOODY PIECE. then when i got home, the tune was still there, and can you freaking believe it I STARTED HUMMING ALONG LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. then its as tho my hands were disconnected to my brain like that and i started practicing the liang xiao like some retard D:
and today the moment i got home i started playing liang xiao. AGAIN. and when i finally made up my mind to go and have a shower, i started HUMMING THE TUNE IN THE SHOWER. and can you bloody believe it i actually FORGOT whether i'd shampooed my hair or not!!!!!!!!!._.

now do any of you clever souls know what the hell does that mean? does that mean that i'm some genius obsessed with erhu, or does that mean i'm finally, FINALLY, going bananas and needs to be sent to woodbridge?

o.O i'm confused.

and talking about confused... i rmb ______ saying that i'm a promising student, but _________ saying that i don't prac enough and all that crap. ._.

SOMEONE SOLVE THIS MYSTERY FOR ME PLEASY PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!!!!!

(:

hahahaha

2009-05-21T20:18:00.003+08:00

evening humans. (:

in a pretty good mood, :D
tho cca was like demoralising again... xulao gave us a lecture on The Importance Of Not Slacking In Cca and she made us play SOLO for her. D:
she said our batch's standard is like the worst and we better buck up OR ELSE.
and she demanded that we prac for 1 hour EVERYDAY.
talk about torture :X

oh we had this dumpling making thingo today, and it was quite fun actually. (:

crapped about all sorts of random stuffs aft cca with hy & yy today, like all the 李太太 & 赵太太 & 颖太太 & all sorts of rubbish. oh, and i just realised that my name can take many forms!
#1 Letegail
#2 Leti
#3 Letitail
#4 Letitai
#5 Letita

courtesy of ZHAOYIYUAN. (:

ok i better go bathe now bye.
and mum bought me two pairs of chio danglies!!!!!!!! (:
yay thanks mummy, :D

2009-05-20T17:12:00.004+08:00

hey. nice isnt it?

csm today. and it turned out that zhiyi was right. The weather was EFFING HOT and we were not in the shadeD:
bored throughout the whole event, turned to doodling on the balloons that the SLs gave out and calling the balloons stupid names to pass time. haha. oh, and drinking milo. was so bored i drank 3 cups of milo. zhongzhong drank 4 cups. which, in that sense, means that she is more bored than me. lol that was random.:D

played truth or dare and rachel the mee pok tah auntie made me say "Honey please come out, I'll love you forever honey" to a DRAIN HOLE!!!!!!!!! hahaha talk about retarded. but it was fun all the same(:
hongying was asked to skip around and go "Honey do you love me, honey do you love me" and there was this hci guy who stared at her like she is an alien lol. And Rachel was asked to do the dance which chenlili taught us HAHAHAHAHA!(:

aft csm it was like 10.30? went to west mall with zhongzhong, jinglin, xinge, hongying& sushi to have lunch. lunched at mos burger, than caught a movie afterwards. sushi didnt come tho):

oh, the movie was GROSS! Angels & Demons. bloody eyeball & decomposing corpse eaten by RATS:x ew.

ok i guess i have to start on LA sia now. tho i still have no idea how.

byebye.

csm hahahahaha:D

2009-05-19T16:47:00.002+08:00

heilo.
just back from sch. and waiting for mum to get out of the shower lol.

CSM TMR!!!!!!!!!!!:D
ohmygiddygod EARLY DISMISSAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life can't get any better.:D

Lol this morning Hongying was, like, all grumpily, "I'm not interested in any thing that has to do with sports." (She was probably baffled at how excited I sound. haha.)
so i replied, " yeah me neither but what I'm interested in is the EARLY DISMISSAL TIME!!!!"
haha. hahahahaha.

but according to Zhiyi it was pretty unpleasant last yr cos the weather was EFFING HOT. well whatever, sitting in the hot sun sounds much better than lessons&all that crap. haha and she even said the only perk about csm is that there will be guys lol. haha.

i srsly dunno why i'm getting so excited abt csm, i still rmb how i dreaded sports day last yrD:

gege&zhongzhong&me are planning to go causeway tmr aft csm to chill out. ( it was gege's grand idea.) but i'm SICKSICKSICK of causeway alr, argh but nvm. just treat it as some sort of er i dunno. a girls' day out? no that sounds wrong.
nvm.

dad's bday today!!!!
OOOOOOOOOOH CAKECAKECAKYCAKE:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

haha.

2009-05-17T16:01:00.002+08:00

yo.

erhu lesson was pretty moralising, if there's ever such a word.
no, that doesn't sound right.
encouraging?
yea. that's it.:D

was practicing the yin jie-s all through the lesson, and i was kind of relieved(:
it felt great to be able to slow down a bit and take a breather. srsly cca is going too fast and sometimes i feel like i'm running a marathonD:

so right now at least i have sunday erhu lessons to look forward to:D yay.

am currently stuck with jap compo+chi compo corrections):
talk abt sickening.
(i'm still fuming abt the crap sensei dumped on us through the online portal. somehow the quizzes just don't make sense. HMPH.)

well k bye.

whatever.

2009-05-16T11:43:00.004+08:00

was thinking of posting pics just now but when i logged in to the elearning portal i got a FREAKING HUGE SHOCK.
oh well. at first i thought no jap lesson on mon means no online hw and whatever but apparently i was WRONG.
VERY VERY WRONG.
who knew that sensei was also capable of bombarding us with quizzes&hw&new stuff and even COMPO onlineD:
well great. now i have like one jap compo, 5 pages of jap hw and TONS of new stuff to get into my weeny little brain:X
to think i was so freaking happy ytd when i completed all my sch hw. UGH.
so i guess no pics for now._.

it's ridiculous, my life practically revolves around memorising kanji&whatever grammar shitz now. oh, and online quizzes and whatnot.D:
AND I HATE JAP COMPOS THEY SUCK.
私の一日?
what sort of compo is that anyway?
some pathetic diary?
HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO RMB EVERYTHING I DID IN ONE DAY???!!!
and the EXACT TIME AND DURATION????!!
esp. when i have such a lousy memory-.-
god i feel like i'm some sad 3-yr-old kiddo who needs to write a pathetic diary entry about "私の一日".
HMPH ENOUGH OF THIS CRAP.
zhongzhong is being SOSOSOSOSOSOSO CLEVER when she quitted jap.

haiz, i suppose i shall start on jap now):
much as i hated it i still have to face it.
'COS MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND MEMORISING KANJI&GRAMMAR RULES.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PUKEPUKE.

2009-05-15T16:18:00.002+08:00

hey.
today was like a perfectly normal day.

lessons, blah.
OH BTW. I got A1 for mads block, which is like ZOMGBANGQUACK@###!!!!!!!!
what a surprise. i thought i'd flunked it.

had a new tcher for geog, but that doesnt help either.
i still felt unbearably bored&boliao during geogD:

oh, PHYSICS WAS TORTURE.
my eyelids were twitching away and i was trying really hard to prevent them from closing. tho i din manage to and HMPH I FELL ASLEEP. AGAIN.
what the hell is wrong with me anyway?-.-

let's talk abt sth more... interesting.
YESYESYES LUNCH!:DDDDD

munki&crabby&zhongzhong&me were messing around on the swing thing just beside the canteen aft lunch. yes, terribly badddddddd for our tums and besides i was still sucking on my icecream and zhongzhong was still munching away on her biscuits but we started swinging around anyway.(:
it was freaking funny but CREEPY&SCARY.
i srsly dunno since when did i start develop a fear for heights but when that damned swing was swaying like mad i was sosososososo TERRIFIED. and to make matters worse zhongzhong&crabby were saying things like "the swing is going to fall and later our butts are going to suffer" and "you better hold on tight or you'll fly out" and i was like half-screaming alr._.
lol but on the whole it was still fun. haha.

crappy jap ca3 next mon and i havent even gotten a single kanji into my head yet:X
gd luck to me.

2009-05-14T20:04:00.002+08:00

a terribly rushed day.

had ict first thing on the morning, HMPH.
din manage to finish the pshop assignment so had to skip recess+lunch to finish it.
thx zhongzhong for accompanying me yo:DDDDDD
YOU ROCK.<333333

oh, turned out that I did get 91 for hmt after all:D
funny&surprising tho.

cca was IRRITATING and INFURIATATING.
you get the picture.-.-

oh, btw was feeling sleepy the whole day. mum din tell me that the medicine will make me feel drowsyD:
fell asleep during LA, and it wasnt too pleasant cos it felt like my head was dropping off like that:X
eeeek gory.

i shld srsly stop falling asleep in class. tho it's hard to keep awake nowadays.._.

relieved that tmr is fri alr, finally THE WEEKEND!:DDDD
ugh but i still have erhu lesson on sun to look forward toD:<

theres phy quiz tmr, hmph.
do teachers ever stop bombarding us with quizzes & sias?

i suppose i have to prac erhu now.

blah. byebye.

2009-05-13T16:59:00.006+08:00

'lo.
wangxinge is currently feeling very touched.
and the reason?
don't laugh.
'cos... *drumrolls*

she received a couple of presents for her birthday. and it was, according to her, the best birthday ever.
HAHAHAHA.

but anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEGE! YOU'RE ONE STEP CLOSER TO BECOMING AHMAS LIKE ZHONGZHONG&ME!:DDDDDDDD

today was a sucky day, felt like i had cotton wool in my brain the whole day.D:
butbutbut unsw wasn't so bad, managed to complete all the questions in 1h HAHAHAHA WHAT A HUGE ACCOMPLISHMENT.
even though gege finished them in half an hour. o.O

hmmm, forgot to bring sihan today and zhongzhong said I 病糊涂alr._.
pretty true. (refer to the cotton wool description.)
LOL.

still feeling crappy, like half-dead like that O:
and DIZZY ugh.
wonder if i shld go to sch tmr?
my crappy throat is getting on my nerves.
D:<

hmph. HMPH.

byebye off to do history nao. and i'm DREADING cca.

2009-05-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

tagged by szejia to do some quiz which i think is pretty boring but will do it anyway:D

r u single?
yes.

what is ur favourite number?
1.

what song is stuck in ur head?
Bleeding love:DDD

r u happy with ur life right now?
no.

r u involved with anyone?
no lah ass-.-

what is ur favourite subject in school?
LA i guess. 'cos it's the only subject i stay awake for.-.-

what should you be doing right now?
mugging? tho i'm still sick so i don't have to HAHAHA.

y r u single?
not interested.

what are u doing tomorrow?
school?-.- ugh this quiz is dumb.

what's the last thing u ate?
strawberry cookie._.

what were u doing at ten last night?
watching tv.

what were u doing at midnight last night?
sleeping duh.

what was the last song you listened to?
bleeding love:DDD

can u recall the last time u sincerely liked someone?
nope-.-

are you afraid of falling in love?
why must i be?

how many windows are open on ur computer?
6.

what will you be doin after this?
watch tv. i'm turning into a couch potato teeheehee.

hmph this is irritating.

not going to do alr, bye.
sorry szejia:D

2009-05-12T13:38:00.002+08:00

HMPH.
Am now stuck at home with an effing sore throat.
DDDDD:

o craaaaaaap just received a call from Mrs Tan. Apparently my class had done their unsw science today when i was like slacking at home so ugh I have to stay back tmr to do that thingo:/

vvvvvvvvvvv bored.
but ahem I've officially completed my chi sia!!!!
yay me.

nth to do now. was practicing erhu like a retard just now and now weirdly my throat isn't hurting so much haha random.:D

blah. bye lo. I WISH I'M IN SCH RIGHT NOW.

2009-05-10T09:32:00.002+08:00

hellohello.
1hour & 28 more minutes to freaking erhu lesson.
MAN AM I EXCITED:/

was trying to get jap stuff in my teeny little brain just now, and all I could think of was 血を吐きますo.O
PUKEPUKEPUKE.

am feeling sick, I think I ate too much nutella alr._.
uh-oh uh-oh.

hmph ERHU LESSON.
HMPH HMPH HMPH I AM DREADING IT.

well i'm off to mug nao. byebye.

BUGIS+ORCHARD=FUN+CRAZY SHOPPING

2009-05-09T19:21:00.007+08:00

hey ppl.
went shopping with zhongzhong today<3333333!

went bugis-ing first:DDDDDD
watched ramen girl, it's quite nice(:
tho we finished the popcorn before the movie started. GREEDYGUTS MEEEE.

then, NEOPRINTS!
we were laughing like retards all the while and i think we startled that person behind the counter hahaha.
btw when the neoprints came out we both looked like insanites:D

hahahahaha.

got a chio top too, :D

hung around bugis street, then had lunch at bk. aft that mrt-ed to orchard, looked for bday pressies for crab&gege.
Bought a brownie for mum<33333:D

a really tiring but fun day, tho the stupid heels made my feet ache like mad o.O

mental note: nvr wear heels again.
even tho i said i will get 4-inch heels next time. LOL.

PICTURES!:DDDD

yay we rock:DDDDDD

2009-05-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

haha hello.
just visited munki's blog, she wrote s a super nice story of Xinge who, apparently, had a "broomstick figure" in that story. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ZOMG.
:DDDD

2.4 postponed to tmr, hmph:X was raining uber heavily this morning so we cant run haha.

nth much happened, except that I was scarily close to dozing off during BuRP-.-
I SO PREFER FPS NOW.D:

dance was esp hilarious, hahahahaha I'm so surprised chenlili didnt faint in shock:D
well let's just put it this way: seeing us dance was a bit like seeing a group of monkeys partying wildly, arms and legs all flailing hahaha. you get the picture.(:

byebye gging to do sias nowDDDDDDD:

2009-05-05T19:38:00.009+08:00

how nice of you to stop linking me! been waiting for this moment since like forever.

hello ppl. A great day:DDD
actually. no it's not a great day.
but then. It IS a great day.

well what the hell am I talking about?

fine, today was like 50-50? math block first thing in the morning, what a way to start the morning.
butbutbut it's not as hard as I expected it to be, so hahaha let's just say that I've given myself heart attacks the whole day ytd for NOTHING.-.-

hmmm let's seeeee...

got A2 for geog hahaha. what a ridiculous grade.

then there's assembly, :DDD
theatre club ppl put up a performance and it was really nice:D
tho when it got to the part where Tillie was supposed to go, all wistfully, "Atoms. Atoms. What a beautiful word." everyone was laughing their asses off. haha.

had to stay back after sch to rewrite the freaking chinese compo cos apparently I'd written off-topic. -.-

aft that went causeway to meet mum. had tea at toast box yum(:

yea thats abt all. and crap i just realised that i cant prac erhu cos bro's sleeping:X

btw BLOCKS ARE FINALLY OVER!._.
SLACKING HERE I COME:D

the feeling of being unappreciated is wonderful, isn't it?
To think that I'd even bothered to consel you, to comfort you, to make you feel better when you were bawling your eyes out in sch everyday.
what do I get in return?
flaming & false accusations.
yes, I was naive, I was stupid to even believe that you were my friend.
I was nothing to you right from the beginning, just a source of comfort when you had nobody.
but as the saying goes, what goes around comes around.
get that clear in your pea-sized brain.

drifting apart.

2009-05-04T20:20:00.004+08:00

lol. Let's just say that I'm very, very amused.
no, I don't "jolly well know" anything. no, I'm an idiot who needs some good spanking and shaking.

HAHA. Isn't that amusing?

Even though I don't get what you mean and I don't see how I've offended you in any way.
ty for cursing me, the curse will spring back to you like a boomerang someday. you wait and see.

well let's drop the bloody subject. That bimch isn't worth the trouble.

TODAY!:DDD
oh, jap is ridiculously funny cos sensei said that p.x's summary quiz result made her puke blood:DDD
haha, just imagine that!
and we also learnt how to say"puke blood" in jap.
GREATGREATGREATGREAT:DDDDDD my new way to annoy ppl(:

speech training was yay fun&funny as usual.:D

ohohoh NO 2.4 TODAY!:DDD (mr ong said it's actually "postponing" our "pain". lol.)

that's about all?
craaaaaaap maths block tmr. hope i won't flunk it.
:D

2009-05-03T12:17:00.002+08:00

ah proud to say that I've recovered from the retarded-ness.
But it probably won't last, cos I just realised that there's 2.4 tmr.-.-

ohmymama i'm so going to fail it.

It's going to be a terrible week, I can tell.
Even tho the week havent even started yet.

GREAT. A retarded girl who is going to fail 2.4 and who, apparently, can see the future.
JUST WUNDERFOOL.

2009-05-02T12:08:00.003+08:00

pissed.
man. I don't even know why I'm digging into the ugly past and unearthing bad memories.
maybe, just maybe, I've finally gone out of my head.o.O

It's just that I srsly don't like being accused of sth I haven't done.
well, who does?
but anw, that was so last year so maybe I shld put it behind me and move on?
nah. pretty easy to say, but unfortunately not as easy to do.

crap I'm retarded.
well so long, I hope I'll be able to recover from this retarded-ness before sch starts on mon.
bye.

2009-05-01T15:09:00.012+08:00

'lo.
trying to get my mood upx:
k posting the zilian pics taken on wed with zhongzhong<333333
sisters till the end:DDDD

2009-05-01T11:11:00.002+08:00

well. morning humans.
Quote of the day: "Not commiting suicide doesn't mean life doesn't sux lo."

taken from $1's blog actually. now that i think about it, it is kinda true.
call me sadistic, but srsly. LIFE SUCKS.

I just realised ytd that nothing, absolutely NOTHING, goes my way anymore. no, its no longer LETITIA who controls her life. It's HER LIFE which controls her.
ISN'T THAT WUNDERFOOL?

oh, depressed. really.

felt like throwing stuff and screaming and punching someone more than once.
ohmygiddygod. am i going to end up in Dix Hill?

i want to quit jap, but something is telling me that i'm going to regret it if i do.
cca is confusing, i never seem to understand what is going on.
maths is freaking ##!!%^&#**, have a bad feeling that i'm going to fail the block nxt week.
phy is, well, ... stupid/difficult/confusing/crappish. whichever adjective you prefer.

...

CONCLUSION: LIFE SUCKS.

2009-04-30T20:08:00.002+08:00

hi ppl.
today was, well. idk. a weird day.

day started... with me dreading cca. my erhu xian broke, rmb._.
then blah the normal lessons. was strangely alive during physics. and only ate oreos during recess.
see what i mean by weird?

by the end of the day i was sort of looking forward to cca, -.-
idk why, but i think its probably bcos i prefer cca to stupid lessons. lol.

celebrated zhang lao's rather belated bday. had CAKE!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDD
he helped me fix back the freaking xian and so all is well again. NOT.

apparently losing four days' worth of practice has its CONSEQUENCES. god, what an effing big word.
cos i had ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA how to play. it was, like, my brain was disconnected from my hands. Literally.
screwed up terribly of course.
at the end of cca xulao was, like, “有同学还是需要多练。”

no prizes for guessing who she was referring to.

well. i guess i'd have to jiayou.._.

bye. off to bathe.
:D

2009-04-29T13:32:00.002+08:00

hello ppl:DDDDD
LA lesson. ahahahaha. slacking as usual:D

was zilian-ing with zhongzhong<33333333 just now. took pics. will upload them... hopefully soon.
o crap theres cca tmr:O
talking about cca... it just dawned on me that i'd broken the wai xian of my erhu and so haha cant prac. awwww.

blah. zhongzhong is playing pet society again lol.
and Crabby just came over and went, "Zilian! hohohohoho."
-.-

something happened just now during lunch. haha you wouldnt want to know what. srsly trust me.^^

k byebye. am a bit sick of blogging now.
uh-oh.

2009-04-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

It is only when you realise that you've lost something that you start to cherish it.

sounds lengthy & weird but every bit of it is true.

2009-04-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

once upon a time there was a girl called Bog.

well. hi.
yet another tiring day, ._.
nth much happened in sch. just the same old dreary routine, one lesson aft another. blah i know i'm being boring.-.-

chi speech training was slightly more interesting than the other lessons cos... idk. its just fun.:DD

pe was tiring&hot&whatever cos had to train for 2.4. ugh.

jap was surprisingly pleasant. chin shian is nice:DDD

oh btw, my stupid laggy phone had lagged for a record of 2 HOURS. bloody 2 HOURS. shit the freaking phone.-.-

blah. byebye.

And she doesnt know why she's called Bog, its such a disgusting name.

p.s. the sentences in italic are all random stuffs. aha.

2009-04-26T11:09:00.002+08:00

lalala.
hi.

some funny person called"spammer" claimed that i know him/her.
lol.
uh well, i'm not really interested in knowing who is that but i just think its kind of... funny.
hahahahaha.

oh, i'm no longer feeling lethargic and funny thing is i dunno why.
i just realised that i've used funny 3 times in this post.
well. funny.

4th time.

this is what happens when a boliao person decides to blog.
isnt that funny?

sick.

2009-04-25T15:46:00.003+08:00

oh. god.
do you realise how the weather nowadays is UNBEARABLY, SICKENINGLY HOT?
this morning i woke up feeling dizzy and covered in sweat. like, ew.
-.-

oh. fps.
as sickening as the weather. glad that it was the last time we're ever doing fps this yr, or else i'd scream and vomit. yes, thats how sick i am of fps. D:

thighs, neck, throat, arms & head hurting like @#%%!!*# now, ugh.
wth is wrong with me?

jap on mon, double ugh.
:/